Name

Darkball

Description

Yo. welcome to my second youtube channel



I have a YouTube channel mainly tried to find it >:)



I am a mistake in this universe I am a mistake that should never exist, I wonder why I exist or why I should live. anyway i have been suffering from depression and loneliness isolation for 5 or 6 years now so why the hell do i continue to live.I don't really mind dying I want to die, I constantly feel like I'm going to die soon and disappear. In real life I feel like all my "Real friends" are actually "Fake friends", I want to die I feel like no one loves me or cares about me, I feel rejected and alone and that I am useless. I want to die. I just want to die. even if i'm nice and friendly to everyone it's no use, I want to die I feel like I exist to suffer I don't deserve to exist. I deserve to die I deserve to die why I exist. If only I could have some "real" friends in this life I don't deserve to live I deserve to die. I'm just a piece of shit and a failure. I suffer.

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